1. |
Beyond Clouds
01:22
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I gaze upon the stars with my eyes to the sky
Asking tons of questions most starting with why
Can’t comprehend but still I try again
Will I make a difference, if so tell me when
I strive for something greater but where to begin
Is this imagination instead of the end
Immersed in green grass, alone on my hilltop
Silence deafening wind blowing in the trees
Pressure from within brings me humble to my knees
Desperate for an answer feeling thirsty lord please
Conjure up solutions but im making as I go
Displaying confidence but inside, I don’t know
I wonder out loud but I keep it to myself
Save my 2 cents to accumulate my wealth
Staring in the sky and thinking to myself
Imagine what could be out beyond clouds
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2. |
Mic Check
04:36
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Kick back have a seat Imagine's back to kill the scene
Thought it fun and games shit, could've fooled me
(simpsons Nelson)Ha Ha, LOL
Haven't been this dope since Carson back on TRL
But still aint no respect like i'm hop hop's Dangerfield
I had about enough so this the moment that I kill_
....For a dream fulfilled, no one but myself
when it came time to make this real
Fuck a hand out, Fuck a go Fund
Fuck your shit talk, and that doubt from
deep inside your life with your failure by design
Really wanting mine crooked eye, cause, I'm!
.... Nerdy with an Attitude
.... I know you fucking dig it dude
.... Vulgar mixed with Cartoons
… Thats Kermit with a Nine
Remove the crown and place a cone D.U.N.C.E
Class is in now session but take your notes from me
Misdirect by intellect slight of hand by word of mouth
Still don’t comprehend like what the fuck he talking bout?
... Yo, pay attention right here
... Lock my eyes and stare me square
I'm the fucking best you haven't heard flip the bird
While I'm yelling in your ear so you fucking hear me loud and clear
Mic Check, Mic Check
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Mic Check, Mic Check
All up in your face straight burning down the place with a
Mic Check, Mic Check
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Mic Check, Mic Check
All up in your grill so come and get your fill with a
One, Two_!!
One, Two____!!
with a
One, Two_!!
One, Two____!!
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
(breathe)
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
.......... mic check
Frustrated mad as hell every time I fucking failed
... but every time I try again
... Cause every loss is not the end
Deep breath, lift my chin, pound my gloves and go again
… Everybody, on your feet
… Everybody, look at me
… Found this stage and came on it
… Like my fucking name’s on it
, Send your best nothing less when I call for it
Its your moment come and get it cause you were made for it
Spell bound. Drowned sound
Get the fuck up off the ground & Show me what you got now
All of that aggression man, let it out
All those the times they doubted you, let it out
Every time you hesitated, let it out
All that fucking love inside, let it out
Out beyond a cloud cause i'm a star like the sun
Let imagination run with thoughts that weigh a ton
Service to Community by acting out through you and me
Envision my utopia and question how it ought to be
So recall the name, Imagine if you will
Don’t write it down just remember skill
Synonymous and one in same and don’t forget the name
Imagine that is fucking back and regulating game with a
Mic Check, Mic Check
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Mic Check, Mic Check
All up in your face straight burning down the place with a
Mic Check, Mic Check
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Mic Check, Mic Check
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
(breathe)
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
Do you hear may?! Do you hear may?!
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3. |
E.A.S.
03:46
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… Emergency Alert System
… Have you seen God cause we must’ve missed him
World gon to hell, its hell on earth
America you broke word
Lack of opportunity and that’s the truth
I cant find a job but care do you? Na
Give up, pay up, fuck up, sip cups
Fuck love, Get Dubs, Make up, Amer-ica, it’s what you do
College educated with no motivation
Congress clocked in but they on vacation
Second bill of rights are still foresaken
Populated dumb so fuck this nation
... Don't hate me it's just the truth
... Screaming out change but act do you? No
Eating what they feed, that's GMO, Living how they say that's HMO
Elections bought out by CEO, and that's ok? Hell no!
On my fucking own not born in wealth
Gotta pay for school so I cant afford health
The America scheme is sold through a dream
So call it you want but it's still not real
... When will you see that it's the truth
… E.A.S. , please stay tuned
NEWS BREAK
… Emergency Alert Broadcast
…Sorry to interrupt you in first class
But I got a PSA for the USA
Don’t touch the dial, or turn away
Or Turn your backs cause you can’t face facts
and blindly pay up with your life in tax
The revolution still aint televised
All the real the news is still so minimized
Climate Change, aint no lie
It's 99 to 1 so we must occupy
…. 9-11 my 6-3
… Covered up truth like Kennedy
Want to call me crazy, building 7
Look at that shit, any questions?
I raise my fist cause I exist, I have a voice that I use like this
Wake up, get up, Stand up, fight them,
Rise up, Ne-ver, give up, Amer-ica, it’s what we do
Civil unrest is what we should do
Never accepting what they tell you
Get inside the game and make a move
Stand among em' all and say fuck you
… Never gonna do what you tell me
Feel the pressure bend it’s about to snap
The answers at home, not across the map
NEWS BREAK to End
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4. |
if
02:27
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Sorry for the down but I’ve gotta say it now
… I’m thinking bout death
… and if my times now
Everyda__y, a tragedy
What if__, it was me
On the screen, RIP, family talking bout still missing me
Thinking of the laughs and all the good times
That we once had (had, had)
But let me tell you this
If today’s my day and my numbers up
Just don’t forget I lived it up
I’ve Seen my share and Loved and Lost
But made it out cause I don't give a fuck
…. Smiling cause you know it’s true
Julian did it his way no matter what we tried to do
… Trouble always but intent was pure
… World so sick so God made a cure
Sent me on down to fight the fight
I Did what I could but I’ve ran my time
My hope is_, my purpose_ accomplished
…Inspire you!
If. You. Dream. It. You. Can. Do. It. KMF. there’s nothing to it.
Me: If you dream it you can do it
Kids: If you dream it you can do it
Me: If you dream it you can do it
Kids: If you dream it you can do it
Me: KMF there’s nothing to it.
Kids: KMF there’s nothing to it.
So that’s my legacy, just the best of me
I made mistakes but that’s the recipe
Wouldn’t change a thing except one thing
I wish I would’ve known sooner, my life was only mine.
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5. |
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As I close my eyes reveal my mind I swear i've never been this high
I’m practically divine by the way I'm painting in the sky
With every brush stroke, a slashing of my cardboard sw__ord
If I'm fighting for my love, this means wa__r!!
Pay no mind to pushers, anchors trynna weigh me down
Can't hear em underwater sleeping fish don't make a sound.
... With every breath, KMF
... Cause life is what I made of it
I'm formulating a distinction of this thing called happiness
And analyzing the fine print of contracts God supplied us with
, cause, The devils in the de-tai___ls
... So read it close to re-vale
Your purpose of desi_gn, inherent from within
Genetically a pedigree of everything of you know you'll be
and Bruce Lee with the quickness, the dragon's in your soul
Kamehameha energy palms out let it go
, I'm chilling sitting on_ the clouds
(I'm a dream catcher)
, Dont think I'm ever coming_ on down
(I'm a dream catcher)
, Yeah it's only a matteraof time
Cause I know
and you know
that we glow
(cause we're dream catchers)
Cause I know
and you know
that we glow
(cause we're dream catchers)
... I never thought I'd rock a crowd
but, but.. oh shit, watch me now!
... I made it to the stage
Mic in my hand and crowd in my palm but never did I act my age
I Did what I want and lived my life, escaped hell? I did it twice
Fuck what you think about me cause you know, that I survived!
... Educate yo fucking self cause
Its you and no one else so MOTHER FUCK A HAND OUT
... Thats life up on the rebound
... watch my shit and you'll see how
I Always had the confidence it was just way deep down
But best believe you know I found it the moment I dug myself
... When's the last time you dreamed out loud, I mean
Whens the last time you chased it down
Do you hear it at the do__or?
... So nothing further, say no more
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6. |
Switch Lanes
03:12
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Speeding switch lanes, yeah watch me fucking gas on em
(gas on em, gas on em)
Speeding
Racing
Stunting
Flashin
Suckas feeling fresh til the moment I pull up on em
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
(break)
Put your hands up like you fuckin runnin jewels on em
... Slam the gas fuck the law
Flying down the freeway the freshest that you ever saw
Speeding 110 on the North 110
Hands out the top with the wind in between
Or between, the likes you’ve never seen,
No Green Screen this the real fucking thing
Los Angeles, open casting call
Tron of the grid til the end credits crawl
... Clutch in, Downshift, hear the turbo hiss___
Feel of G Force is the feeling I call bliss
...
Stay Diamond lane cause I'm a Diamond in the rough
On my 3rd wish and about to go all out
Out beyond clouds drifting stars watch peel me out
Speeding switch lanes, yeah watch me fucking gas on em
(gas on em, gas on em)
Speeding
Racing
Stunting
Flashin
Suckas feeling fresh til the moment I pull up on em
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
(break)
Put your hands up like you fuckin runnin jewels on em
Birds Eye View of the city I call home
So far gone but my soul's still my own
So Hollywood in the way i'm putting on
Cause I made it out alive and dare I say I Won
In this Land of Lost Angels, dreams all mangled
broken wings don't fly, feathers all tangled
Halo flicking on and off conscious hella going soft
Wanna be a boss, but what you know bout the cost?
... Dreams in yo sights, but how bad do you want it?
... That's a Weinstein problem, how bad do you want it?
... Feenin Cloud 9, but how bad do I want it?
... So I'll Find my own way, cause I get what I'm wanting
Speeding switch lanes, yeah watch me fucking gas on em
(gas on em, gas on em)
Speeding
Racing
Stunting
Flashin
Suckas feeling fresh til the moment I pull up on em
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
ay, put yo hands up
(break)
Put your hands up like you fuckin runnin jewels on em
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7. |
Wake Up
03:36
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I’m overwhelmed and desecrated
Always contemplating of this one thought
What if I could’ve made it
So haunting is the notion the impression feel it pressing
Second guessing every motion so I’m frozen, let it go
… Care free, Carpe Di
To thyself be true Act 1 Scene, 3
… Oh the places you will go,
So tell me what you waiting for
Sitting on the coast watching sails catching wind
From my exhales heavy sigh helping them
Daydreaming if maybe not yet then again
Talked out of every opportunity to transcend
I rather stay asleep than see what’s here in front of me
Foolishly self-made captivity
So on the count of 3, 1-2-3, Wake Up
Hey You
It’s your time
When you
Wake Up
You know
The future’s mine
When I
Wake Up
I R.E.M. with the best of them
I’m dreaming a dream like Dr King
My caged bird sings like Angelou
I laugh at death like martyrs do
And paint like Van Gogh, while the wind blows
Gazing on a starry night out from my window
Oh what dreams may come if we lived instead of died
And the happiness if we smiled not cried
So drop a tear and exhale fear excelsior still happens here
So KMF and do endear
You’ll achieve once you believe in
In the tiny spark that holds the key to all the flames
To light the fire of desire coursing through your veins
Then bust up out the frame so they don’t forget the name
It’s now or never, be what’s better than what they anticipate
We are not good, no, we are great
So on the count of 3, 1-2-3, Wake Up
Hey You
It’s your time
When you
Wake Up
You know
The future’s mine
When I
Wake Up
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8. |
Heaven fea. Joel Simpson
03:06
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I've been dreaming bout
I've been thinking bout
I've been praying for
You
You
I wont give up
it'll be ok
I still pray for you
I drea_m of the day__
when the lord brings back my baby! but
til then
I will fall, to my knees
and pra_y
Thats when I fell to my knees and I begged the lord please
Find room in your heart to forgive me once again
Know I dont deserve it knowing not what to do
When Im seeking out direction so Im here asking you
How do I continue when the burden outweighs
What I know as strength both inside and out
Overfilled with doubt so I just let you down
I know that its a gift but sometimes I wish__
... That I could give it right back,
... That I could send it right back
World on my back like a jansport unzipped
Quick to look inside and act like they know shit
... but homie bite you lip
... cause really you dont know
Earning my redemption I dont care what you be sayin
Cause the only thing that matters is my entrance into heaven
I've been dreaming bout
I've been thinking bout
I've been praying for
You
You
I wont give up
it'll be ok
I still pray for you
... Can Demons go to heaven?
... Do them hoes go to heaven?
... Can Killers go to heaven?
If they put a fuckin bullet to the one that be oppressin?
Anakin killed for love, is that good enough, tho?
... Can he go to heaven?
... What about exceptions?
... Lord, let me ask a question
What about the reverend?
When he sinning with the kids taking seed money
leaving grandma with nothin
... Does he go to heaven?
... He must be the exception
If forgiveness is divine, second chances are a fact
What about me and where the fuck is mine at?
... I know we misbehaved
but you never lost faith so, even Satan can be saved
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9. |
Spaced Out
03:27
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Shut my eyes, sittin back getting all spaced out
(echo) spaced out
(echo) spaced out
Mind relaxing cool, slowed down so spaced out
(echo) spaced out
(echo) spaced out
Aurora Borealis of the thoughts up in my mind
So envision how it looks with a galactic state of mind
Interstellar constellation, sending salutations
Say I’m vibing out, na bitch im celebrating
…Inhaling life
Doing what I Like cause this that type of night
So order from the bar and toast up to the stars
To all the lost loves yeah you know just where they are
Say their name with grace close your eyes and see their face
With a finger due north pointing to their rightful place
Remaining here on earth just a rock in outer space going
1000 M.P.H. as I’m standing in one place
Contemplate perspective, I bet you hesitate
As you really think about it let the fact captivate
Satilite sails so im surfing solar winds
Radiating gamma rays outward from within
Shut my eyes, sittin back getting all spaced out
(echo) spaced out
(echo) spaced out
Mind relaxing cool, slowed down cause we spaced out
(echo) spaced out
(echo) spaced out
Grasp the relativity and see me standing still
E=MC then question what is real
Read up on my lyrics and recognize the skill
Mensa exercise let ya brain test it’s will
Lunar cruising on a whim so eat my space dust
I believe in alien life but still in God I trust
Language of Divine can be read in mathematics
The DNA of Jesus, just imagine if we had it
……. The future is the present
So try and change the world, providing some perspective
My science is no fiction if only you would listen
Cause flux capacity is the only thing were missin
NASA calculated so let the engines blow
Quasar shining in the black hole, whoa
Coerced by the verse in the grammar I immerse
Cause I’m feeling spaced out in my never ending universe
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10. |
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Atop of thought bubbles, still sitting on my thoughts
Call it cloud 9, but ha no its not
So is the illusion of my thoughts wandering off when they’re
Headed for happiness but instead getting lost
Found in Gatsby’s Generation, 21st
Rich with irreverence and debating which is worse
Living out my dreams and dying with my greed
Or dying with my needs still desiring everything
Beyond what I can see success still awaits me
So I paid no mind to beauty peripherally
Mistakenly forgetting that I'm living in the now
Obsessed with the future cause the past still holds me down
Just slow dow__n and breathe___ , to see_
That all I nee____d
Is in front of me____
Wicked daydreams, a tease of what could be
Embody optimism so that’s just how I do me
… I know I don’t rest
But imagines in my cup so I drink myself to death
… and then I’ll get my rest
Sleeping easy knowing then when I went, I died the best
Finished every test success with a passing grade
Praying Alzheimer’s doesn’t come take it all away
… Freaks me out when I think about
… To live a life then come to doubt it
Lovely memories hope they’re there the next day
It gives a whole new meaning to living life, just today
… So I stop and smell the roses
Before my coffin closes and ensure my loved ones know it
… I’m possessing all I need
… That’s everything in front of me
Just slow dow__n and breathe___ to see_
That all I nee____d
Is in front of me____
Happiness & Heartbreak neither ever stay
Only permanence is resolve to see today
Loved ones holding blades proclaim to protect me with it
But quiet turn around find a space in my back with it
... Porcupine, watch me sew (so)
Weave a broken a heart together then go wear it proudly so
… I stitched my heart up on my sleeve
So cupid can target right instead of always missing me
Self inflected shots when I thought Carla was the one
But empty’s how I felt everytime she called me Hun
Overdosed on love withdrawals were a bitch
Sitting Staring on the porch dreaming of a hit
... Shit, what I needed was perspective
, take a step back vision stay objective
Then and only then could I see cest la vie
Cause everything that mattered, was there in front of me
Just slow dow__n and breathe___ and you'll see
That all I nee____d
Is in front of me____
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11. |
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Dear Julian Welcome to adolescence
I know it's a big day but forget the gifts be present
These will be the days that it was never better
Forever will you dream if only you could go back that it'd be better
but the answer's never so make the most of youth
It's never coming back no matter what you try and do
Raise your hand speak in class and always ask the question
Life is only harder if you never learn the lesson
Pay no mind to bullies cause they always dime a dozen
Yeah they're gonna fuck with you... but fuck em
Karma doesn't need your help, go outside enjoy yourself
Roll in the grass, get dirt on your pants, and do your fucking homework
Seriously man, do your fucking homework
cause some day soon you'll be wishing for some homework
I beg you have some patience and please just give it time
This I promise you, you're gon be alright
Dear Julian, You're a young man now
Graduated high school, you the fucking man now
But don't forget the people that always stood by you
Trying times ahead and they deserve the best of you
I know you've seen a thing or two and trying to make some sense
Of all the things you feel while trying to grow some confidence
A Question mark with feet and a leader without a plan
Better get correct before the shit done hit the fan
Lose your ass, go in debt, go to jail, fuck a bitch, lose your cars, lose your job, and that's not even half of it.
Fail your dreams, Looney Bins, Kicked from home, and lose your friends,
... but none of that will matter
Cause in the end you'll make it out, gain some scars but wear em proud
Be the first to say you're sorry cause believe you'll need the help
So fuck the doubt and listen to me and the words I say
Tomorrow isn't promised so do it all today and know
Dear Julian, I hope this finds you well
No idea where we are but hey that's the future
I want to add this next verse cause I thought it valuable
No matter where you are remember you are valuable
I know we seen some shit, but hey we made it through
Whatever what your going through just know its temporary
And live exemplary cause they're still looking up to you
Chin High, chest out and of course KMF
In everything you do, shit, you give your best
It can always be worse but at least you have your breath
Til death do you part so be sure to do your part
White Glove treatment like she's a work of art
Good people are rarity so treat them like treasure
Keep your dick in your pants ignoring lies and pleasure
The end is not the end it's just a new beginning
So when you feeling down and blue remember what I'm telling you
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12. |
Fly me away
03:49
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Bags checked jet set tell me are we there yet
40K high and above the sunset
Not a care to find with you by my side
McConaughey, Alright, Alright
Wheels up, drinks up,(maybe just glass clink) toasting to life
All around the world with my lovely wife
Like Indiana on a map with a red line
With no cares to find while i'm crossing the date line
Oooooo Watching as you walk in front of me
Oooooo Biting on my fist so damn lucky
Finding a reason so we can fly out the weekend
And maybe go Indonesian cause she got me off the deep end oooooo
... Wind in my sails, I sail your curves
... Dream of anything and she know's it's hers
From a telescope see the globe in a bow
On a rocket ship if that's where you wanna go
To the edge of space and see earth glow
Next stop’s the stars, but only if you wanna go (beat drop)
… Tell me where you wanna go
… Tell me where you wanna go
… Tell me where you wanna go
… Tell me where you wanna go
Under palm trees cause life as a breeze__uh
Pardon Garcon 2 more if ya please__uh
Just look at us, living so lavish
People on stand by still mad at us
But I pay em no mind cause I left the brain behind
Sitting back recline first class status
Open passport like I open your (moan)
Slammin down the stamp like I slam your (moan)
Navigating life but now I’m lost. In your eyes. In your thighs.
Got that kinda love that keeps me high Paris Tokyo and then Shanghai
Costa Rican Pura Vida found my soulmate and never thought twice I’m so glad to meet her
Earth wouldnt be the same without you in it
Heaven aint the same without you in it
Flying off the pages and feeling vivacious so where we at now so we send salutations
Like a satellite yeah still circulating, youtube the world cause we audacious
... youtube the world cause we audacious
… Tell me where you wanna go
… Tell me where you wanna go
… Tell me where you wanna go
… Tell me where you wanna go
Thinking to my self ho_w I want to take you so__ high___ (sing)
(so__ high___, so__ high___)
High above the clo_uds and we’re never comin___ do___wn
High above the clo_uds and we’re never comin___ do___wn
Thinking to my self ho_w I want to take you so__ high___ (sing)
(so__ high___, so__ high___)
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13. |
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Ya just wasting moments of ti_me while in waiting in a line
You think that any body really cares bout what you doing
Pursuing what you feeling deep inside but they dont see though
But it never mattered cause all that matters is tha_t we know
Writing words of hope but shit its only me though
But I know its worth it when I birth it it's finito
If you want it go and get it if ya settle just forget it
When ya Chest to chest to be the best you better come correct
So feel effects and feel the vibe, of what you are inside
For this is who ar_e until_ the day you die
Find your peace and make your peace and get your piece of pie
Fly by the guy_ who cla_ims he's better than
Mind your own la_ne but wa_ve while passing him
So the moment you begin, it's always 1 percent
With a 0-0-0-0-0-0 at the end
and a comma in between when you coming for that win, go
Never giving in, no (you know I be that)
Living with a vision, yo (you know I see that)
Moving with a purpose (ig)noring curses is how I do that
when you asking how I’m doing just know I’ma be that
Gu__y winning like a motherfucker
Hi__gh on top of that motherfucker
Fl__Y and fresh as a motherfucker
Living like you dreaming cause I knew I could mother fucker
So When you seek a fan just understand the man is in the mirror
Even blind men couldn't see it more clearer
It's only you and you are it so be legit and genuine
And there within to much chagrin you'll be your own hero
Here to save the day and sla__y all the demons
People looking up to you and see you as the beacon
Shining bright with inner light and ready for the fight
Living by example so they never fear the night no
Never giving in, no (you know I be that)
Living with a vision, yo (you know I see that)
Moving with a purpose (ig)noring curses is how I do that
when you asking how I’m doing just know I’ma be that
Gu__y winning like a motherfucker
Hi__gh on top of that motherfucker
Fl__Y and fresh as a motherfucker
Living like you dreaming cause I knew I could mother fucker
I want it bad enough cause enough is not enough
I know that i'm the shit so you better give it up
Aint no doubt about it I'm about it when I'm up
Cause I'm looking to the fence when they yell batter up
Feeling fresh to death or better yet i'm fresh for life
Always coming right when my name up in the lights
cause I know you paid for this and want your moneys worth
So i'm Barnum Bailey with the greatest show on planet earth
Throw it up, Give it up, Give me that... fun
Showin up, Riding up, All for that... fun
Conceiving it and Thinking it and Dreaming it and Believing it
You out here fucking working? Then yeah, you Achieving it.
Middle finger haters instigators what they say to you
You ever seen a hater doing better than you do?
... naaaaaa, I dont think so
... Yeaaah, so as you know
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14. |
You don't have to
03:52
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It's dark and lonely in this corner that I call my life
Praying for a way out so I think tonight's the night
cause I never had somebody to, tell me it's alright
Or maybe they did or at least I hope they tried
Fighting everyday but still taking L's
Rather sacrifice my heaven, tha_n living in_ he_ll
Sou_l's in Jail_ in my life cell_
Paying with my dreams but still short on bail
Finally had enough so this is what I got to do
Sorry not sorry. Oh! tell my momma too
This isn't your fault it's got nothing to do with you
I'm just so alo_ne anddon't know_ what to do
Needless to say, I'm feeling real confused
Is there coming back from being so abused?
and is anybody there and if so tell me where?
or maybe better yet, show me that you care.
Put the blade down
Take the noose off
Take a step back
Off the ledge y'all
Just know that, you dont have to___
I know it's painful
and you're hurting
Know that I'm too
But i'll make it
Just know that, you can too___
One in the same, yeah, me and you
Thinking that you're all alone, but shit, me too
, Cause I was there too had the blade to my skin
Looking for an out, but hoping for a friend
Tired of being tired and a loser all the time
And never good enough no matter how I tried
Cause just when you're up, you're quick down again
over and over and over and over again
So why the fuck begin if I'm knowing how it ends
Smile through the pain but it's all still pretend
Trying to ascend while Hoping for some hope
Don't know how to cope so I'm just hoping for the end
How can I go on if I never get ahead?
and always go to bed without dreams in my head
Ain't no point in fighting when you never had a chance
But there's a bigger picture, step back to see the plans
.... and then it will occur
A moment of some clarity assisted by sincerity
Lasting but in brevity, heavy as the gravity
lacking the disparity cause then you see it clear
.... 20/20 vision
of what you have been missing when you living life in fiction
so better listen up when the clouds are speaking up
Silver Lining Lessons rub your eyes and look up
Put the blade down
Take the noose off
Take a step back
Off the ledge y'all
Just know that, you dont have to___
I know it's painful
and you're hurting
Know that I'm too
But i'll make it
Just know that, you can too___
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Diary of a Dreamer
05:23
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…The words flow like water
I remember once upon a time I almost had a daughter
Dreamed to be a father, So I say
I regret the choice I made, to this very day
Told that it’s ok but why do I still feel this way
It’s slightly hypocritical, when I say
I’d never change a thing until this moment of today
Cause if it was true, I wouldn’t feel the way I do
About June, About Carla, about high school
Fuck I hated high school for those that didn’t know
Worse part of my life so now you know I didn’t grow
…only more resentful
Here I am today, I guess I’m doing well
Dropping down my bucket deep, into the well
Like alice down the rabbit hole or looking glass___
….oh, and kiss my ass
To all the non believers who said I couldn’t rap
Thought it was a joke LOL when I said I rap
Never got support but this shit aint for you
I’m doing what I do for me, not you
Diary of a dreamer, who’s meaner
On the page its dirty but when I flow it’s cleaner
Mr. clean with oxiclean doused in bleach and spray febreeze
To the begging question, how fresh is me?
…Flow just like jeopardy
…So fortune right up after me
Coward like my father, Crazy like my mother
But from them together I was taught to be a lover
Lost my train thought but, not falling off
Instead I’ll fall in love that’s when I’m falling off
Go and ask the girls that I have ever dated
How they feel about me? Answer’s hating
I don’t know maybe that’s not true
Or… maybe it is true, i dont know you gotta ask them
But what am I to do when I do the best I do
Not good enough, boo hoo
… Sad for just a moment
Only time for mourning is til the next morning
…Then im going
…Just right back to you
Like a damn fool I blame you dis-ney__
Fairytale’s a fairytale but still convincing__
Like a sucker in a ponzi scheme, I buy in
Give everything I have call it investing
…. Till I see it crash
Stock market chart’s looking like my state of heart slash
God’s plan, what she has in store for me
Up, Down, always keep me guessing
Wouldn’t be no fun, if it was easy
…Shout out all my ex’s, do you miss me?
…Like I miss you
…Yes you
Diary of a dreamer, Genius underachiever
Natural born leader on the edge I teeter
Entry somewhat meager…
So much more in store, but this is just a teaser
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Imagine Covina, California
Imagine is back with his sophomore effort, Beyond Clouds. The album is a great step forward in not only honing his sound, but in reaching new depths with his songwriting as well. With appearances from a great deal of talent both behind and in front of the microphone, Beyond Clouds is a statement for the masses saying Imagine is here and definitely will not be silenced! ... more
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